My mind it kinda goes fast
I'll try to slow it down for you

Well once again it has been forever, but at least I am updating this thing, right?  Anyway, for the talent show this year I am doing a sketch with Stotsky again and the band and I are working on a couple songs to do as well.  Amanda and I are working on organizing a trip to Cedar Point this summer and then I'm going to Myrtle Beach with Brett and his family and then Deep Creek with Amanda and her family.  I don't really know what else to say in here so I guess this is going to be another short update.  Later .

Current Music:  Hate me - Blue October
Current Mood:  Eh

Sincerely, me

It's been awhile I know.  But I am trying to make more regular updates.  I just don't have any time with work and school and all.  Anyway we did the play and more shows than expected.  Our band is starting out and we are still getting comfortable but I think we might have something going for us.  Today I had school as usual and I still have to finsih memorizing my monologue from Macbeth and the study guide.  So I gotta get out of here.  And I didn't forget about you Brett.  I had to give you your plug.  You are like a brother to me man.  And no matter how gay this sounds, I love you.  I hope we don't lose touch after school cause it would suck without you man.

Current Music:  Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Current Mood:  Under pressure

Sincerely, me

Well I haven't updated in awhile because nothing has really happened of much importance.  I've been going to work and play rehersal and seeing Amanda as often as possible.  My truck broke down last sunday.  This time for good.  The crank shaft broke so I am trying to sell it to someone who wants it for parts or to fix up.  Maybe I will get lucky.  As of now I am driving my moms car.  The band ended up kicking Sam out and starting with new people or something like that so Sam Nick and I have taken it upon ourselves to start something among the three of us.  Brett should be in it as well if he can make it in between work and we might have someone to sing but we dont have the equipment for them so it is kinda pointless.  Tomorrow we are moving our stuff in to our new practice area and then we will probably toy around with playing and stuff.  The play is on friday of next week so be there or be square.  Come see the magnificent me in an actual role this time.  Trust me it will be worth it.  Also on friday I lost my atm card but it was found and returned so I guess there is still good in the world and I am thankful for that.  Well I guess that's about it.  If I forgot anything you probably know about it anyway.

Amanda this is how I felt just before I asked you out up until now.

So long, I've been looking too hard, I've been waiting too long
Sometimes I don't know what I will find, I only know it's a matter of time
When you love someone, when you love someone
It feels so right, so warm and true, I need to know if you feel it too

Maybe I'm wrong, won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong
This heart of mine has been hurt before, this time I wanna be sure

You're so good, when we make love it's understood
It's more than a touch or a word can say
Only in dreams could it be this way
When you love someone, yeah, really love someone

Now I know it's right, from the moment I wake up till deep in the night
There's nowhere on earth that I'd rather be than holding you tenderly

I've been waiting for a girl like you to come into my life
I've been waiting for a girl like you, your loving will survive
I've been waiting for someone new to make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you to come into my life

Current Music: none
Current Mood: dandy

Sincerely, me

Hello again.  Well no one left me any comments, so I'm guessing no one reads this.  I'll keep at it for a little while just for the sake of it but if I don't get any readers it will most likely disappear or just never be updated.  Anyway, nothing has really happened since tuesday.  I've had school, work, and play rehearsal and that's about it.  Last night was one of those nights that made me realize just how much I love Amanda.  We went back to her house made popcorn and watched the first twenty minutes of a movie together and fell asleep in each others arms.  I love it.  I'm so lucky to have her and I can't wait until I have more free time because all of it will go to her.  Today I went over to Brett's house and we ended up going to Arby's before we had to go to work.  I'm staying over there tonight to catch up and we are going to room together on the senior trip.  Well that's all I think.  Aloha.

Won't you let me catch your fall
Won't you let me lend a hand
Those lonely eyes have seen it all
But love's too blind to understand

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feeling high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonne feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feeling' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

You wouldn't know that I was there
Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind

Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show for who you are is pain

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain
I wanna be there when you call my name
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when I'm outta town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe again

I wanna be there when your baby cries
I wanna be there when they tell you lies
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when your nights are long
And when you're feeling like you don't belong
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

I'm gonna be there in the morning
I'm gonna be there in the night
I'm gonna be there to make you strong when
you're tired
I'm gonne be there when you want me
I wanna be there when you don't
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

Current Music:  None
Current Mood:  Tired and really missing Amanda

Sincerely, me

Well let's see.  What has happened since I last updated.  Amanda and I had our big one year anniversary on September 25.  That was good.  We went to the Dobbin House for dinner and then we went and saw flightplan.  I got her a promise ring and she got me this really nice scrapbook of our entire relationship.  I got a part in the fall play.  It's actually a pretty big one so come out and see it.  My cast goes on December 2.  So mark your calenders, even though no one reads this thing.  Finally I got kicked out of the band because I am going to college in a year so they thought I would start to ditch them.  I know it's not the real reason and that the real one was to get somone that they were closer friends with in, but o well I guess.  At least Sam voted to keep me in, right.  Well that's about it I guess.  School, work, play rehearsal and my lovely lovely girlfriend.  Goodbye all and thanks for reading.

P.S.  If by chance you actually do read this, leave me a comment so I know.  It can be long or short I just want to know if I should keep doing this since I have more time now or if I should shut it down.

Current Music:  Brand New - Seventy times seven
Current Mood:  Awaiting my baby's arrival

Sincerely, me